Dream Post

            For some reason I only remember almost all of my scary dreams. I can remember some of the good ones and the happy ones, but the freakiest stay with me and I can’t get away from them. Some I have over and over again, and I don’t know why. It’s like I have a file in my head for scary dreams. Even if I don’t want to have them I will, it’s like I can’t shut them off until it gets bad enough in the dream. I wish I knew why this happens all the time.

            I have many scary dreams. It’s not the same all the time, there’s different ones. I still remember them all though and I can have them again and again. I have some about death, some of pain, and some of childhood fears, and things I can’t control. The darkest of dreams get stuck in my mind and don’t leave. I don’t know where I’ve gotten all of these bad dreams, but they become terrible and some I don’t even tell anyone.

            When I was little I always was afraid that someone was going to take me from my mom or kidnap me. I don’t know why but I was deathly afraid of that, and I always have dreams of someone trying to kidnap me when I’m alone, or if my family is asleep and I’m the only one awake, I’ll dream of someone trying to break in and take me, and I can’t wake anyone up. I know it’s a childish dream and funny because I’m the size or bigger than most men, but we all have irrational dreams, don’t we?

            I was also scared of the paranormal when I was younger and I am still unsure if anything of that nature occurs in life or if it’s all just a hoax or if someone is trying to get some sort of attention. I haven’t seen exact proof of anything happening on the side of the paranormal, other than movies and stories I’ve heard from friends and other people. I still don’t know what I should believe at this point though. I often find my mind playing tricks on me in my dreams. I’ll dream that someone is in my room and then ill wake up and see an outline of that person in my room. I also have dreams of my old houses being haunted. When I was little I thought that they were for some reason. Now when I dream about it, it feels so real and it feels like I’m right there for real and that the spirit or whatever it is, is trying to hurt me. I want to find out where these dreams come from, and now that I’ve said all of this I will probably do some research on theses dreams and figure out why I keep having them.