For some reason I only remember almost all of my scary
dreams. I can remember some of the good ones and the happy ones, but the
freakiest stay with me and I can’t get away from them. Some I have over and
over again, and I don’t know why. It’s like I have a file in my head for scary
dreams. Even if I don’t want to have them I will, it’s like I can’t shut them
off until it gets bad enough in the dream. I wish I knew why this happens all
the time.
I have many scary dreams. It’s not the same all the time,
there’s different ones. I still remember them all though and I can have them
again and again. I have some about death, some of pain, and some of childhood
fears, and things I can’t control. The darkest of dreams get stuck in my mind
and don’t leave. I don’t know where I’ve gotten all of these bad dreams, but
they become terrible and some I don’t even tell anyone.
When I was little I always was afraid that someone was
going to take me from my mom or kidnap me. I don’t know why but I was deathly
afraid of that, and I always have dreams of someone trying to kidnap me when I’m
alone, or if my family is asleep and I’m the only one awake, I’ll dream of someone
trying to break in and take me, and I can’t wake anyone up. I know it’s a childish
dream and funny because I’m the size or bigger than most men, but we all have
irrational dreams, don’t we?
I was also scared of the paranormal when I was younger
and I am still unsure if anything of that nature occurs in life or if it’s all
just a hoax or if someone is trying to get some sort of attention. I haven’t seen
exact proof of anything happening on the side of the paranormal, other than
movies and stories I’ve heard from friends and other people. I still don’t know
what I should believe at this point though. I often find my mind playing tricks
on me in my dreams. I’ll dream that someone is in my room and then ill wake up
and see an outline of that person in my room. I also have dreams of my old
houses being haunted. When I was little I thought that they were for some
reason. Now when I dream about it, it feels so real and it feels like I’m right
there for real and that the spirit or whatever it is, is trying to hurt me. I want
to find out where these dreams come from, and now that I’ve said all of this I will
probably do some research on theses dreams and figure out why I keep having
them.
